pening pening

I AM CONFUSED
I DON'T WANT TO ADMIT IT
CAUSE IF I DID
THAT FEELING WON'T STOP
SO
LET JUST ME KNOW WHAT THE TRUTH IS ABOUT

psttt: seriously, i hate to feel this...let it stay if its true..but please go away if its just an imagination

i love chequered NO MORE!

why you may ask?
because i just know that chequered is one of the freemason symbol

owh..maybe some of you will start to ask

"What the heck is freemason?!"

To be honest, me myself wasn't sure on this thing cause im not finish doing research on this yet.

But based on the Wikipedia, Freemason or freemasonry is fraternal organisation that arose from obscure origins in the late 16th to early 17th century.

However, in Islamic view which i got from www.themasonictrowel.com said that The College of Islamic Jurisprudence considers Freemasonry one of the most dangerously destructive organisations to Islam and to Muslims.

I don't know since when this topic bcome a polemic but what I know is it will threaten Islam.

Try to watch 'The Arrival' in Youtube cause i think it will provide quite a number of info on this.

psttt: in search of book related to freemason in Islamic view

ntah.xtau

blur
clueless
pending
unstable emotion

i can feel all that at the same time
jgn salahkan saya kalau saya sentap
sbb sekiranya anda tanya kenapa saya sentap
jawapan yang saya mampu berikan hanyalah,

"SAYA TAK TAHU"

E.A.S.E

ease mengikut kamus oxford bermksd lack of difficulity
and one of the synonyms is comfort

but HELL..m not at ease rite now...
sumpah i feel like something was wrong somewhere...
but i don't know what the heck is it...
kurang waras khinzir SGT seronok rse nyer...

terase ingin mencarut2 d dlm bhse mlayu jge english saat ini...
tp memandangkn akn ade manusia2 yg dikategorikan sbg siblings and relative yg akn membce...
terpkse d thn perasaan itu...
sbb x baik skire nyer sye mencarut d hdpn mereka..
nk2 yg bru melangkah ke menengah ats..
cause everytime i have a new curse which i know quite rude and harsh
they will came out with a more advance curse...tq..LOL

owh..sudenly..some childhood memory came across my mind...
mse zmn knk2..even nk bhsekn diri 'aku' pn xley...
sbb mak ckp nnt jd hantu paku...
klo terckp 'babi' mmg kene la tadah tlinge dgr nasihat2 bernas dr kaum ibu

tp skrg...klo ckp sye..mmg sumpah skema...
so bile da naek skola rendah..'aku' tu da jd kebiasaan...
tp bile da bsr ckit lg mkin up..kite gne 'I' and 'YOU' plak..mmg clas ah..haha
'babi' juga merupakan satu ayat normal yg tanpa segan silu di muntahkn d hdpn smue org..
tp ade satu perkataan yg insyaallah akn cbe d elakkn drpd d sebut iaitu dlm istilah apparatus lab science nyer merupakan burette...
perkataan ini adalah sgt DILARANG...
xsanggup nk diluahkan...

aku pn tatau da ape yg aku tgh tlis n mencarut kt cni...
hati kembali x senang...
butterflies in my stomach..
go away...
my stomach is not a playground nor garden..
shuuuuuhhhhh~

psttt~ tahniah kpd warga2 PL1C yg dah ade blog sndr..CANTEK kowt blog itu..sleak n nice guys..SHABAS BETHA..SHABAS.(PL1C pun unite)

HOMESICK

hey..
in a blink the one week hols have come to the end..
so now..im back in kedah and stuck in my hostel room...ALONE
rummies were not here yet..
zuzu will reach kedah later this evening while elfira gona skip a day and be here tomorrow..

I MISS HOME!
one week is seriously not enough
i need holiday some more
just reach here early this morning but i already start to miss ayah, mak and home

i plan to go home for this CNY..
really hope that nothing goes on my way~