Nagging

AKU ADA

2011-12-30T13:49:00.001+08:00

Aku hidu bau derita

Kala kau terseyum gembira

Aku baca garis luka

Saat kau perdengarkan tawa

Kenapa kau harus bermain seloka

Bila mana kau sedang dibebani nestapa

Haruskah kau nyanyi lagu bahagia

Ketika tiada satu apa pun bisa beri kau gembira

Cukuplah kau berpura

Aku ada

Cukuplah kau berduka

Aku ada

Time does fly

2011-10-14T18:42:00.000+08:00

In this past two years,

I've grown up a lot

a lost

2011-05-01T15:44:00.002+08:00

Today I realise, I have also lost a crying shoulder. I MISS YOU AYAH, I REALLY DO

Laughing at myself

2011-03-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

This one line describe my feelings pretty perfectly,

" You lost the love I loved the most "

Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri

We are not belong together

2011-03-23T20:09:00.001+08:00

I just realise how different we are

and

I am so glad that we are not with each other

Ten Months

2011-03-15T05:19:00.003+08:00

Cepat masa beredar

Al-Fatihah

When Mother Nature Speak

2011-03-11T17:05:00.002+08:00

I lock myself in the room,

I cramp my head for the final exam,

Considering myself as an unlucky person.

Not knowing that,

There is more people out there who suffer,

Tsunami had hit Japan,

Alarms had been ring all across the world,

Expecting more to comes.

For once,

Despite of the nationality, race, gender and religion,

For the name of humanity,

Put aside all the misunderstandings,

And lets come together,

Heart to heart,

Pray for everyone to be safe,

Macarons Fever

2011-03-05T04:31:00.002+08:00

" Bestfriend for life! "

I will hold on to this,

Until the day when you ask me to stop believing.

Kisah Klasik Untuk Masa Depan

2011-03-05T04:22:00.004+08:00

Season I

Season II

This is not a laughing matter

This is not something that I can take for granted

They walk with me and hold my hand

Through the most depressing moment

They are my truly heroes

Republic Of C

2011-03-05T04:13:00.010+08:00

Three semesters have come to an end

Tears and joy that we share

The up and down that we had been through

It's a rough yet a wonderful journey

Momento

2011-03-05T04:07:00.007+08:00

Wouldn't regret any single laughters and tears with them

A message to a dummy

2011-02-26T16:26:00.003+08:00

If anything comes up, do let me know earlier! So that I can do some back up plan for it. I have bunch of other works to do.

Don't text me, "Bad news, something came up, I won't be able to do it" at the very last minute.

Come on. Who you think I am?! Working machine?!

Dude, I can't do so many things at one time.

Get your head straight lah bangang!

I don't usually curse, so you should be glad that I did not say any really bad words to you cause I almost did it

You can put yourself into trouble, but not others

.I know you won't read it, but I wish you do and yeah I feel satisfied, eventhough not that much.

Cracking from inside

2011-02-23T13:59:00.003+08:00

It doesn't feel good to see someone cry because of you

Especially when those tears came from an educator

Sorry does cure, but only if sorry is the best solution

LAW FIESTA 2011

2011-02-22T15:33:00.005+08:00

Good times gonna end

But great memories will never fade away

.Thanks to everyone who become part of the memories.

Special thanks to

Law Fiesta 2011's Committee

*sorry for the absence of some committee's picture*

The Exhibitors

p/s: pictures come from everywhere, so credit to the owners :)

Apology

2011-02-06T00:45:00.003+08:00

To my friends in Kuantan,

I am so sorry for not having the chance to hangout with you guys.

I really wish that this is more than just a four days holiday.

That four days wasn't long enough for both family and friends ~ sorry.

That cutie baby niece of mine really makes my heart fluttering and I can't bare being far from her.

But next time, I promise you guys, I will find that time to spare with all of you.

From the deepest part of my heart, I am really truly sorry :(

Dream High

2011-02-03T22:20:00.001+08:00

" There is no ugly women in this world, just lazy ones "

Ayuh Berpesta!

2011-02-03T22:17:00.001+08:00

** click here for details **

Perbincangan dua hala?

2011-01-31T13:07:00.001+08:00

DAH TAK ADA GUNA!

Meletup

2011-01-31T13:02:00.002+08:00

Nasiblah nak cakap aku emo ke, sensitif ke, murah air mata ke

Yang penting kau dah cabar tahap kesabaran aku

Tahniahlah!

Meaningless

2011-01-31T12:56:00.001+08:00

Enough with words

You are not worth talking to

For you to know

2011-01-26T01:04:00.004+08:00

Once I call you a friend and as long as you regard me as your friend

I will never ask you to be more beautiful

To be even better

To be the best

I just hope you can understand me well

Hoping you to know that I love you

Hoping you to know that I do care

Hoping you to know that I'm hurt every time you hurt

I'm sorry

I can't hold back my tears

Because you are significant to me

But I never regret to call you a friend

Senyum

2011-01-25T15:40:00.002+08:00

He makes me cry

She makes me smile

*atas permintaan Elfira*

Uninvited

2011-01-22T23:34:00.002+08:00

I have no where to go

I know no one ever appreciate me

Should I just go die?

Just nod your head because I know you wanted to

Hey you!

2011-01-22T21:15:00.001+08:00

Love me for who I am,

Not for who you want me to be.

Piece

2011-01-22T21:10:00.002+08:00

You are my superman,

Fly to me and set me free.

You are my zorro,

Pull out your sword and be my herro.

You are who you are,

And that makes me love you even more.

♥♥♥

I miss you guys

2011-01-22T19:53:00.000+08:00

♥ I really do ♥

Being the youngest

2011-01-22T12:11:00.003+08:00

Despite of having so many people talking about how fun it is to be the youngest in the family, here today, I would really love to make a twist, telling the real fact of being the youngest from my point of view, which is not so wonderful fairytale story.

My brother and my first sister are technically closer with each other because their age are closer. My sisters also have a close relationship because they went to the same high school and have the same friends circle. But me, I'm left alone by myself because I'm the youngest. Back then, I can't really join them because I'm a kid, should just stay home and watch cartoon. By the time, I have grown up, there's no one by my side. My brother is away. My sisters are having the time of their life. There's only mom and dad who stay next to me, but come on, I also need my siblings to show me some cool stuff that they have been through and just at least show me the path even if they don't want to lead me. So there it goes, I've grown up, creating my own dull path of life. Not to blame them, I know they have their own life to handle which are much more difficult. So my point here is, growing up as the youngest mean nothing if you have to spend it alone. Compare to the others, my life wasn't really shower with luxuries even though I'm the youngest. But the highlight here is I don't need a luxurious life, I just need the uncountless loves from my family.

That growing up phase of my life almost comes to an end. All this years, I have learnt so many things. Last year was a bumpy ride for my family which somehow has strengthen our bond. We grew stronger. I've always wanted a brother who can protect me, stand out for me and speak up on my behalf. I've always dream for that ~ really. It is so wonderful to know that the dream come to alive. Maybe my brother wasn't stood out for me, but at least he did for my sister. Look upon my sisters who help each other through the toughest time did makes my eyes tearing. Tears of happiness I shall say. I might not done a lot during this critical period, but what I try to do is pretending to be the most mature one despite of my immatureness. I pretend to stay strong and calm everyone around me who is breaking down in tears and disappointment. I hold on my tears, but no one knows that I cry in my deep sleep. The least I can do.

There are moments when I feel like I don't deserve this life. Being the ugliest in the family with the most dumb brain. I'm just the one who holds the unlucky charm. Suffocate everyone with my not-to-be-proud achievements. Sorry. For being the most terrible youngest on earth.

I don't need 10 reasons

2011-01-19T16:47:00.003+08:00

There is only one reason to love you and hate you

I love you because of you

I hate you because of you

Butakan mata

2011-01-19T16:33:00.002+08:00

It is so funny when we said no one love us eventhough there's actually a lot

It is even funnier when there's a truly one person who love us to death but we couldn't careless

At the end we keep bragging on how people don't care about us

We should start to realise that it's our fault

We hide behind a thick invincible wall

No matter how much others want to get near us, they still can't

Because we create the wall and never want to break it down

"I believe that I can break the wall, but I'm giving up. Not because of the wall, but because of you"

Titi Hayun

2011-01-16T10:06:00.002+08:00

1. Berjaya panjat bukit untuk jungle trekking

( Terima kasih Elfira, Shaz dan yang lain-lain for pulling me up to the peak)

2. Berjaya habiskan night walk sejauh 2.5km tanpa menggunakan sumber pencahayaan pada jam 12.30 tengah malam

3. Berjaya berenang di sungai walaupun terpaksa guna bola sebagai pelambung

(Terima kasih kepada guru renang Izzati Rosli)

" There is always good bye after a hello, but a good memory will never leave"

Not this time

2011-01-13T16:33:00.006+08:00

Kepada sesiapa yang serious rasa allergic gila dengan K-Pop, tolonglah jangan baca entry ni. Sila pergi tekan butang pangkah warna merah tu awal-awal. Ok? Tapi kalau degil nak baca jugak silalah. Tak marah pon :)

Picture credit to Yoon Du Jun's Twitter

Malam ni ada Digi K-Pop Live Party 2011. B2ST ada okay?! Mereka ada! Tapi yang penting I'm not going. Why? Sigh~ Panjang ceritanya. Tapi ada kawan-kawan yang pergi. Jadi harapnya dapatlah mereka membawa a piece of memory from tonight party. Serious rasa down gila. Tapi tapi, B2ST please do comes again, and I'll try to go the next time you guys are here. Pinky promise :)

Wave

2011-01-10T20:24:00.003+08:00

CREDIT TO: Rachel Anne

Maybe its time to let you go, for real.

Wrong turn

2011-01-09T16:00:00.002+08:00

I just wanna get over with this

I feel pathetic

My friendship being test and my law test is testing my guts

Too many test

Too many things to handle

Please for once let me be happy

DOOM!

2011-01-08T02:44:00.003+08:00

I think I screwed up my first test which is for Law of Contract. I have a strong feeling that I blew off everything. I forgot the Section, or in fact I just can't memorise its since the beginning. I jumble up everything that I read. I messed up everything yesterday. I guess its my fault. Putting too much pressure on myself, being too nervous for no reason and can't handle my stress well. Maybe i'm just not as professional as I think to separate some personal issues with studies. So gonna give the biggest 'L' sign to myself. Yeah I'm a loser and I do give a damn about it.

Next week, Economy Quiz and Global Test gonna take place. I just hope everything goes better this time.

p/s: I think I need to stop listening to other's past experience with foundation of law cause it doesn't makes me feel any better but makes everything worsen.

First day of 2011

2011-01-01T10:07:00.002+08:00

Resolution:

Get over all the bad things that happen in 2010, move on and be a better person in 2011

What happen in 2010:

Love at first sight, heartbroken, rejected, gain friends, lost friends, being stab to death and resurrect (literally). This year I realise that a friend is not always a friend. I learn that people are different and sometimes the different brings harm. I've also see the transformation of human where they change from a very nice person to the most evil homosapiens. But still, 2010 teach me to be tougher. Despite all the unpleasent events, there are still wonderful moments that being captured. Life is colourful and unexpected. One moment its sunny, a second after its raining, and sometimes after the rain we can see the beautiful rainbow. I believe bad things happen for reason. So when something bad happen, stay strong cause we will found something pleasent at the end.

Hope for 2011:

Brings joy and fun to people that I love and make them proud. Further my study for degree. Be a better daughter, sibling and friend. One more thing, I think I am ready to let him go. This time I won't open my heart easily~ For real. Gonna be an ice princess. Sorry :)

Last Day of 2010

2010-12-31T02:26:00.002+08:00

Plan for today?

Text for BEL 332's Forum
Scan material for Underground Project 2011
Read Law of Contract for Test 1 Law
Watch repeated screening of 2010 KBS Music Festival
Pack things to bring back to Merbok
Err.. make sure that I follow this List-to-do cause I don't think I will ;P

I guess thats it. The coolest way to end 2010. Spend the rest of my time in my darling home.

p/s: How I wish I can celebrate New Year Eve together with WARASian :'(

Tahniah

2010-12-29T22:43:00.002+08:00

Sekalung tahniah diucapkan kepada pasukan bola sepak Malaysia di atas kemenangan sebentar tadi. Semoga kemenangan ini menjadi titik permulaan kepada kejayaan-kejayaan yang bakal mendatang dan bukannya garisan penamat dalam arena bola sepak kita. Berbanggalah kerana menjadi pemenang, tetapi jangan mudah merasa puas dengan kemenangan. Sekian ucapan penutup dari saya. Sumpah skema habis. HAHAHA

p/s: Rindu the good old memories masa arwah Ili Amir Farhan masih ada. A day before he passed away, we talked a lot on badminton, Piala Thomas. Arwah commentor yang baik. I miss him. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Al-Fatihah

Eve

2010-12-26T15:37:00.003+08:00

Walaupun salji tebal, Alhamdulillah selamat sampai Kuantan jugak. Flight tak delay. Landing pun smooth. Feels good to be home beybeh. Btw tak sempat ambik gambar salji sebab excited sangat nak balik. *Bajet belajar overseas*

Expected

2010-12-22T21:58:00.002+08:00

I used to believe in you and your words

But after so many let downs

I think I should put my second thought on it

Welcome to the unseen world Hanisah!

Prayer

2010-12-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

It's funny to know that a best friend can hurt us real bad

Recite a prayer so that everything gonna be just fine

Happy Birthday Darling!

2010-12-20T14:44:00.002+08:00

Real and True

2010-12-17T14:56:00.001+08:00

In this world full of people, having friends are necessary.

But things can go wrong anytime.

Too many friends, but not knowing who are the real one is sickening.

rollerblade

2010-12-14T21:17:00.003+08:00

this is NOT for me!

mata kail

2010-12-14T20:45:00.007+08:00

Hari ni dah dapat tengok orang memancing tepi tasik

Jadi matlamat untuk hari esok dan seterusnya ialah tengok orang terjun tasik pulak :)

half-hearted

2010-12-13T23:22:00.002+08:00

how i wish i can say

" I am over you "

Dugaan

2010-12-13T20:25:00.002+08:00

Nak tengok game Arsenal malam ni :(

Noted

2010-12-08T00:41:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, we pretend not to understand what

we do understand just because we don't want to

Yes we are all liars

Lying to ourself

For me, its not a sin

But a way of comforting

Jawapan

2010-12-08T00:36:00.000+08:00

Sekarang saya tahu siapa yang harus saya pilih

seniority

2010-12-01T14:57:00.001+08:00

currently in library and baru terjumpa ayie and sarjan

time passes by really fast

I miss the seniors

:')

One Year Wiser :)

2010-11-28T01:35:00.002+08:00

hear my wish

2010-11-28T00:17:00.007+08:00

I miss updating my tumblr with screen shots from current Beast's videos
But how am I suppose to update it when I don't even have time to reblog!

I can't achieve the number of followers that I dream for

Atleast not for the time being
Maybe later ~ Sigh :(

take me away

2010-11-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

In need of inspiration
Lend me some
Thank you

one fine night

2010-11-25T22:26:00.002+08:00

"kalau hanisah tak online matilah aku"
&
"ok belum mati lagi"

This is his YM status that night, before MUET. I remember it exactly. Sigh.

I am truly missing you :'(

Season 3

2010-11-25T12:15:00.002+08:00

Pre-Degree English (Communication)
Pre-Degree English (Writing)
Introduction to Law III
Global Issue
Economy

In conclusion,
NO COMMENT!

Victory

2010-11-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

Warna pingat memang penting, tapi apa yang lebih penting ialah semangat
Silver medal is good when you did try your best to win the gold
Congratulation Lee Chong Wei :)

Cow

2010-11-17T01:02:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!

Six Month After

2010-11-15T05:09:00.002+08:00

I still remember everything
The moment we met
And the moment we parted
Those memories will never faded away
Thanks for everything

Al-Fatihah

Semester 2

2010-11-03T01:34:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah

Thanks to Mak, Ayah and family for their never ending support.
Thanks to friends for their helps.

And special dedication to this people :)

rasa-rasanya

2010-11-02T03:20:00.002+08:00

Lelaki patut tonton 'We Got Married'. Boleh belajar untuk jadi lebih sweet. Perempuan pon kena tengok biar diri rasa macam melayang dan terapung sebab bahagia :)

freak

2010-11-02T03:12:00.003+08:00

Pernah dengar cross-stitch? Tak pernah? Sila rujuk gambar di bawah :)

Aku buat cross-stitch ni sendiri. Serious tak tipu. Hebat kan? Tapi buat online. Dekat website apa entah. Hahaha. So dengan secara naturalnya rasa nak buat benda ni secara real membuak-buak. Tapi tak nak buat Hello Kitty. Nak buat gambar hati warna merah menyala and hadiahkan dekat ehem ehem. Sweet kan? *puke*

hati nipis

2010-10-23T23:38:00.002+08:00

terima kasih cerita korea dan lagu-lagu sedih sebab buat tidur saya di temani air mata hampir setiap malam :')

*dalam hati mencarut-carut sebab rasa loser gila*

Don't Cha

2010-10-15T17:01:00.003+08:00

You shouldn't tell any random guy on streets or on Facebook that he's cute (eventhough he is) because I think that is so sluty and bitchy. Peace :)

Bola Cara Kita

2010-10-13T20:46:00.002+08:00

Bola sepak Malaysia masih di takuk sama. Tak nampak sangat kehebatannya. Tapi penyokong lagi hebat. Main baling-baling mercun. Kalah penyokong bola sepak Eropah. Tak faham lah. Tak bermotif. Cuba la kawal diri sikit. Bola je pun. Kalah menang adat lah. Liverpool tiga tangga ke bawah chill je. Haha ;P

OBSESSION

2010-10-11T02:06:00.005+08:00

One word :

WEDDING

♥ Wedding pictures

♥ Wedding events

♥ Wedding photographers

♥ Wedding dress

♥ Wedding planners

Love Love Love

Its in the air :)

pssttt: Alex Pang is currently in the second rank of my current obsession. Good job Mister!

Itu dia

2010-10-03T01:40:00.003+08:00

Mungkin senang bagi saya untuk memaafkan

Tapi untuk melupakan adalah sukar sekali

Saya masih ingat bagaimana hati saya sakit 7 tahun lepas

Jadi adalah mustahil untuk saya padamkan apa yang baru terjadi

Maaf andai saya tak sempurna kerna saya hanya manusia biasa

Mungkin saya bukan jenis pemaki yang suka lempar barang bila marah

Tapi saya tak bodoh untuk biar orang pijak saya banyak kali

Maaf andai entry ni sedikit kasar tapi serious nak mencarut walaupun saya bukan jenis kaki carut

fuckbabishitcelakasialassholefuckfuckfuck!

hujan

2010-09-27T20:06:00.002+08:00

Terima kasih Elfira sebab teman saya mandi hujan. Esok paper psycho. Harap-harap semua okay. Tolong hujan lagi malam esok :)

Selamat jalan

2010-09-13T03:50:00.003+08:00

Tak pernah rasa sebak macam ni. Raya ke-3 dah kena gerak dari Kuantan. Hanya akan kembali lagi dua atau tiga minggu iaitu selepas final. Pulang berbekalkan air mata, sapu tangan Batrisya, ciuman dan doa mak ayah serta keyakinan semua orang untuk aku menghadapi final :')

*credit goes to unknown*

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-10T01:03:00.002+08:00

Maaf zahir dan batin kepada semua

I try to text everyone. To those who didn't receive any, that mean i don't have their number, or maybe too many numbers that I just not sure which one in use :)

sekarang tidak lagi

2010-09-08T00:07:00.002+08:00

Mungkin dulu saya yang mula mesej awak
Mungkin dulu saya ambil berat pasal awak
Mungkin dulu saya tak pandai nak marah awak
Mungkin dulu saya cuba mencari masa dengan awak
Mungkin dulu saya hanya tahu katakan ya kepada awak
Mungkin dulu saya sentiasa mencipta memori bersama awak

Semua tu sebab

Dulu saya sayangkan awak
Dan ya
Dulu saya cintakan awak

Tapi itu semua DULU

Dalam awak tak sedar, air mata saya paling banyak tumpah untuk awak.
Air mata sedih bila awak langsung tak pedulikan perasaan saya.
Air mata kecewa bila sikit pun saya tak dapat lupakan awak.
Tapi saya tak rasa air mata gembira pernah tumpah untuk awak.
Dan itulah yang membuatkan saya yakin yang saya harus berhenti mengharap.
Selamat jalan. Terima kasih untuk segalanya.

Perjalanan

2010-09-07T21:08:00.004+08:00

It feels so great to be back at home.
Rumah itu aku ibaratkan bagai syurga dunia.
Tempat diri dicorakkan.
Saat dunia remaja kacau bilau, rumahlah menjadi tempat perlindungan paling sempurna.

(Terima kasih semua. Elfira dan Azfar sebab tolong hantar ke stesen bus. Fred yang teman makan dan tolong jaga beg. Imran sebab teman dalam bus. Kawan-kawan yang membantu membuatkan waktu menunggu bas terasa pendek. Kak Lang yang rajin drive balik Kuantan)

Akhirnya

2010-09-07T20:43:00.002+08:00

Dapat jugak pegang Batrisya.

Dapat cium dan cubit pipi dia.
Budak masam kesayangan Tia.
I will only speak English with you sweetheart.

Lebih baik jangan

2010-09-05T00:33:00.001+08:00

Jangan cerita apa-apa dekat siapa-siapa
Pendam dan simpan dalam hati
Biar sampai mati merana

Pastikan datang

2010-09-03T22:02:00.002+08:00

Jangan terlalu kau memburu
Takkan lari yang dikau cari
Akan pasti saat yang dinanti

Saat diri hampir putus asa, lagu ni pasti terngiang-ngiang :)

caci maki

2010-09-02T10:43:00.003+08:00

owh serious hati rasa panas melihat semua itu
saya harus berhenti sebelum semua jadi parah
anda harus pergi sama macam dia
selamat jalan dan jangan nak toleh-toleh lagi
biar anda lesap dalam kelam
maaf dan terima kasih

Proverb

2010-09-01T11:48:00.004+08:00

For yesterday is but a dream,
And tomorrow is only a vision;
But today well lived
Makes yesterday a dream of happiness,
And every tomorrow a vision of hope.

(Sanskrit)

Terima Kasih

2010-08-31T20:49:00.002+08:00

Tak tahulah apa budi yang saya buat semalam, tapi hari ni sungguh bertuah. Rezeki melimpah ruah. Saya speechless.

Terima kasih Ayah sebab masukkan duit
Terima kasih Mak Cik Peah Foodcourt sebab bagi Moi free
Terima kasih Abang Rudy Foodcourt sebab buatkan air milo
Terima kasih Abang Hafiz CtYana sebab belanja air bergelas-gelas
Terima kasih Imran sebab tolong bayarkan sekali makanan

Murah betul rezeki hari ni. Alhamdulillah :)

Adrenalin

2010-08-25T20:50:00.002+08:00

Ini membuatkan saya begitu teruja:

Bila lah dapat balik Kuantan nak tuntut CD :(

Tanpa Motif

2010-08-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

Pendusta

Bila kita mula bicara pasal hati
Aku jadi tidak mengerti
Dan kau seakan fahami
Yang kita hanya akan temui jalan mati

Aku masih cuba mencari
Sampai hari bila kau kata berhenti
Kerna semua ini bagai mimpi
Dan seakan tak pasti

Berhentilah berjanji
Bila kau sendiri tak tepati
Yang kau tahu hanya memungkiri
Dan akhirnya aku yang disakiti

Sudah cukup punah jiwa ini
Sudah habis hancur berkecai
Pergilah kau lari hilangkan diri
Dan jangan pernah muncul lagi

harus dimengertikan

2010-08-23T14:36:00.004+08:00

yang saya perlukan:

PERTANYAAN

bukan

PENYATAAN

Done

2010-08-20T14:46:00.002+08:00

Everything will come to an end
Tapi tak sangkalah secepat ini

Sorry from me
Kerana menjadi sebahagian punca pengakhiran ini

A trillion thanks
For being my good friends at that moment
For showing me the good side of life
For all the good memories
For helping me scored during my first sem
For the willingness of sharing problems together

Nasmir Lembah Bujang Tanjung Dawai Times Square Mesrajaya Putrajaya
Langkah pertama bermula bersama mereka :)

For me,
we are still friends
just no more GELI

Thanks for everything

Finger pointing

2010-08-16T22:51:00.002+08:00

I am not changing
It is you who has change

The Expandables

2010-08-14T00:32:00.002+08:00

Cerita ni cool gila!

Perhimpunan orang-orang cool dalam dunia seni

Yang penting ada Stone Cold :)

*credit to: Elfira, Imran, Shimi and Awiz*

p/s: bazar ramadhan dekat sungai petani besar gila!

The Newborn

2010-08-13T23:58:00.003+08:00

After 9 months of waiting, on 13th August 2010, I'm officially an aunt to a baby name,

Nur Adriana Batrisya

Baby you are so going to be my sweetheart :)

Btw, congratulation to Abang Ayek and Kak Ngah for the special day!

070810

2010-08-10T02:51:00.004+08:00

memory captured by:

MUZAMMIL HAIRIRI

Playlist

2010-08-09T13:19:00.002+08:00

A Gift From Hamdan For Ramadhan

Thank You :)

Words of Wisdom

2010-08-06T03:03:00.002+08:00

I will say this is one of the most wonderful things I've ever heard

Bahagia tanpamu

2010-08-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

I hope love is as easy as spelling it
I wish love is as simple as saying it

pembabian

2010-08-04T23:53:00.002+08:00

It was another fucking bad day

Let me kill myself before I kill you

Note taken

2010-08-01T15:00:00.004+08:00

I am so glad that I have them as my friends
Tears are flowing down the cheek
Not because of pain nor sad
But because of their termendous care
It's the tears of glad
They treasure the deepest part of my heart

Thank you so much FRIENDS!

And they know who they are :)

The Discovery

2010-07-27T13:52:00.001+08:00

Just found something that I thought I lost

Hamdan Nazri

2010-07-23T00:07:00.003+08:00

(Entry ni akan jadi sangat geli sebab aku dah lama tak tulis kejadah benda sastera. Dan ia akan menjadi bertambah geli sebab ditulis dalam bahasa melayu. Maaf. Bukan berlagak. Tapi bahan sastera yang saya hasilkan dalam Bahasa Melayu biasanya akan menjadi sangat *muntah hijau*. Haha.)

Wahai Hamdan Nazri,
19 tahun dah kau lalui,
19 tahun dah kau baziri,
19 tahun dah kau tempuhi;

Aku tahu,
Dan kau juga tahu,
Hidup tak selalunya indah,
Juga tak selalunya cerah,
Tapi kau jangan pernah ragu,
Kerna aku dan mereka akan ada di situ,
Membuka pintu selebarnya,
Saat kau perlu teman bicara;

Tandakan pangkah pada ruang sahabat senarai semakmu,
Dan yakinlah yang persahabatan dah kau temui,
Serta berhentilah mempersoalkan baik buruknya kau pada kami,
Kerna tiada lagi manusia yang sempurna,
Malah tidak akan pernah ada,
Maka percayalah yang kau dah cukup baik,
Selayaknya seorang manusia;

Tapi bahagian cinta usah kau tanya aku,
Sebab kau dan aku,
Kita sekapal,
Cuma yakinlah bahawa di luar sana,
Ada seorang yang sedang menanti kau,
Yang layak bergandingan dengan kau.

Semoga liku-liku yang dah kau hadapi selama 19 tahun ni kau jadikan bekalan untuk 19 tahun yang kehadapan.

SELAMAT SATU TAHUN LEBIH MATANG!

Penakut

2010-07-22T23:49:00.003+08:00

So here comes the new song by Yuna entitle Penakut. Cool sangat. I've first listen to it during sem break as she had perform this song during an event in Singapore. But yeah, today i've listen to the official promo. Credit to Datin Anum for sending me the link. So I really can't wait for the album. A little dissapointed that I can't attend the showcase :( But still, will try my best to get the album, with autograph of course. Haha.

Here the not-so-official lyrics of 'Penakut', maybe some mistakes here and there. Enjoy :)

Tak semua ku rencanakan berlaku
Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku
Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta
Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja
Oh ini tidak adik tidak adil baginya
Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
Ini tidak adil untuk kau bertanya cintaku mencintaimu juga
tidak adil tidak adil baginya
Bukan milik ku
Dan aku memang penakut mengakui cinta kepadamu
seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
bila bersamamu kau bukan milik ku
dan engkau pun tahu kau bukan milik ku

This is the EP. So my new target now will be Yuna's Album, again, with AUTOGRAPH :)

Sugary Sweet

2010-07-22T00:06:00.006+08:00

Nurzakiah Nordin dan Zulqarnain Johari

Korang ni sweet tahap tak hengat. Dulu masa dekat sekolah, satu kelas, tak nak bercinta. Ni bila sorang dah ke utara, sorang dah ke selatan baru lah nak terhegeh-hegeh lovey dovey. LOL. Tapi serious ok. Korang buat aku rasa macam nak cari boyfriend seorang...atau dua...mungkin tiga. Hahaha.

Entry ini ditulis setelah saya membaca sesi comment-mengomen korang. Memang bunyi agak stalkerish sedikit kan tapi, KESAH HABIS! Yang penting mak suka tengok nok-nok ni semua bahagia :)

p/s: thanks kak zack bagi i permission tulis entry pasal uoollz

sense

2010-07-21T11:58:00.002+08:00

I wake up this morning with some maze on my mind

Thinking of something that is too hard to be solve

Still, i do realise one thing

Life is not just about living but as well as dying

Al-Fatihah buat Mohd Faris Bin Mohd Fauzi

2010-07-21T01:06:00.009+08:00

Selepas 2 bulan 5 hari arwah Ili pergi mengadap Ilahi, sekali lagi aku dikejutkan dengan berita kematian seorang sahabat.

Mohd Faris bin Mohd Fauzi

Masa darjah 4. Kitorang dalam satu group, Ferrari. Tapi kitorang pronounce as Fer-gha-ghi. Aku, Amira, Husna, Mustakim, Hafiz, Firdaus and arwah Faris. Ingat lagi masa Mustakim main-main dengan rambu arwah guna pembaris. Tapi arwah tak marah. Dia diam je. Kita main masak-masak dengan mainan budak darjah 1 kat belakang kelas. Seronok betul. Skandal kan diri masing-masing. Aku selalu kacau Amira. Aku cakap jodoh korang panjang. Dari sekolah rendah sampai sekolah menengah satu sekolah. Dah la birthday pon on the same day. But jokes will remain as jokes :(

Dah lama sangat aku tak contact dengan arwah. Naik je sekolah menengah kitorang dah jauh even sekolah sebelah je. Tapi since cuti sem lepas, baru aku start contact balik dengan arwah. Dapat nombor dia dari adik dia, Fairuz. Ajak arwah lepak sekali dekat TC. Arwah budak diploma kat UiTM Jengka so masa tu arwah baru start cuti. Tapi arwah cakap kat aku dia tak sure dia boleh pergi ke tak sebab dia tak sihat sangat lately. Aku tau dia pernah operation masa tahun 2007 dekat IJN. Snap. Aku dapat rasa sakit dia makin teruk and bukan sakit biasa-biasa. Tapi masa tu aku tak tanya betul-betul penyakit dia. Bukan aku tak nak tahu but just that aku tak nak bebankan fikiran dia untuk cerita pasal penyakit tu banyak-banyak kali. Now aku rasa sikit sesal la. I should have ask him.

But I did told arwah supaya dia makan ubat, take a really good care of himself and gemukkan badan sikit so that we can play badminton together. But now, I can never play badminton with him. Allah lebih sayangkan dia.

Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Amin.

Damailah engkau di sana

Al-Fatihah

dah lain

2010-07-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

bila review balik zaman dulu kala, kau dengan aku macam cool habis. boleh borak-borak sengal macam entah apa-apa. boleh kutuk-kutuk menganjing macam bukan manusia. boleh gelak-gelak mengilai macam dunia ni ada dinding kalis bunyi.

tapi sekarang, kau dengan aku dah lain. bercakap nak tak nak je. sepatah. dua patah. kadang-kadang hampa, tak ada patah langsung yang keluar. aku yang bercakap tak reti diam ni pun boleh jadi bisu bila dengan kau. kau guna magic apa ek sampai aku jadi kelu?

kau kawan aku. tapi kalau sepatah haram pun susah kita nak berbicara, kejadah kawan apa macam tu? aku takut kau tau tak? aku takut kau hilang sebab aku sayang kau.

jujur aku cakap,
aku sayang kau.

puas hati?

Love You Mama

2010-07-20T20:52:00.003+08:00

Mak,

Selamat Hari Lahir

:)

Hadiah untuk tahun ini ialah sekotak Big Apple menggantikan Secret Recipe sebab ECM sangat poyo tak ada SR. haha. Owh tidak lupa juga ciuman dan pelukan yang dah menjadi rutin harian.

p/s: Mak cakap tak payah lah letak gambar. Segan. Haha

I won't beg for more

2010-07-18T09:42:00.005+08:00

This is my LOVE DRUG

picture by shazlida mohd shafee

Irresistible

2010-07-18T09:26:00.006+08:00

picture by shazlida mohd shafee

He can giggle
He keeps smiling
He loves to chit-chatting
He just another lovelable creature

Haris Lukman
you are
KISSABLE MUCH!

*credit to imran*

c r a z e

2010-07-17T12:33:00.003+08:00

Bangi's Roller Coaster Ride

is the

COOLEST!

*credit to imran*