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Assignment BEL 313:Critical Thinking (4/7 - 8/7)

Latihan Debat Alam Sekitar (2/7 - 4/7)

Test 1 MTC 038:Library & Information Processing (5/7)

Test 1 MTC 039:Psychology (11/7)

Assignment MTC 038:Library & Information Processing

Assignment MTC 039:Psychology

* I'm in need of a machine that can stop the time*

S.O.S

I am so not ready for the first test of this semester

MTC 038 : Library

5th July 2010

* Madam Mazrah please prepare easy questions. I'm begging you :( *

huggable

I miss all my Kuantan hommies :'(

I miss Amira and Mimi damn F-ing much!

Issue

I'm drowning

I need my life-saver

:(

Fact

I wish I can yell when I'm mad
I wish I can throw things when I'm sad

but back to the reality

i can only

CRY

Happy Father's Day!

ENCIK OTHMAN BIN BAKAR

. I Love You . Wo Ai Ni . Saranghae .

Thanks for everything

Adik Sayang Ayah!

Broken Machine

I am very glad that everything goes pretty well so far. Thank God the black cloud that I experienced ealier this semester did not follow me around. Like the idiom said, every cloud has it silver lining. Lucky me, I'm having the silver time of my life right now. I just love how everything were in place.

As I'm far from home right now, the closest person to me is my friend, or should I say FRIENDS. I am so thankful that nothing goes wrong with my friendship with anyone. Things are quite different but did not leave a major impact yet or maybe never. With a little change here and there, everything went right. I still have the same roomies, Elfira and Zuzue who always keeping up with my clingy attitude. The GELI members that I love. The PL2Cee's that I'm f-ing adore. Plus, others Pre-Lawrians too, including PL2A's, PL2B's and other parts.

One more thing, I am so glad that I'm free from any lovey dovey lalala feelings right now. Oh my god! This feeling is awesome.

But still, I hell yeah miss my family and my friends in Kuantan. Wait till July and I'll be home for mid sem. Gonna catch up with you guys later hommies :)

If You Say So

I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my things
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete

moving on

Thanks for giving me such a solid reason to erase you from my mind. From these day onwards, you will not have any special place in my heart anymore. You will be just like the others. Thank you. I never feel this happy before. I will hope for you no more! :)

*Things do change a lot. I found no bond and chemistry between us. Maybe we are not made for each other. You have your own life style and I have mine*

Identity

Pretending is easier than becoming your ownself. Aku mengaku, sampai saat ni aku masih tertanya-tanya siapa aku sebenarnya. Rasa macam bodoh jugak kadang-kadang. Aku nak sangat kenal diri aku yang sebenarnya tapi itu tak mudah.

Aku tak tahu kenapa tapi aku lebih kepada menjadi sebuah cermin. I reflect other person. Aku sedar yang aku behave differently towards different group of people. Diri aku mudah berubah-ubah. Ada orang cakap menjadi cermin is a skill. Skill untuk mudah fit-in dengan environment baru. Tapi lama-lama aku jadi penat. Bosan bila rasa tak ada identiti sendiri.

Rasa macam loser sebab tak tahu siapa aku sebenarnya. Kalau nak berpura-pura jauh lebih mudah. Jadi copy cat. Tak payah penat fikir siapa kau. Tapi aku nak jadi diri sendiri. Sebab aku ialah aku. Owh terasa diri macam seorang freak!