LAZiness

suda agk lme x update..
maaf..
i haf my own reson
im lazy
*it still a reson isnt it?LOL*

hurm...rye x blk ktn..
ape rse???
rse sgt HINA mgkn...
sye mau tlg mak ikat sampin ayah
sye mau itu nasik minyak yg mak masak
sye mau itu tart nenas yg cu buat
sye mau kacau kak lang cam whoring
sye mau kjutkn sme lelaki2 terhormat itu bgn smyg rye

ape lg yg sye mau???

SAYA MAU PKAI BAJU RAYA!!!!

tp sye x dpt wat sme tu kali ni
sbb sye ade jao d kedah..
sedih

ermm..
nseb baik ade yg sudi tmpgkn sye rumah mereka...
jutaan trimas d ucap
wat alia...trime kaseh bnrkn aku n zuzu menumpang bumbung ye...
aunt liza mak alia plak..mekasih sbb bwk kitorg tour penang n msk2..
tq sgt yer


xtiviti d hari raye
eventho sye msih sdih xdpt blk
tp mende nie sedikit TAK BANYAK mengubati sedih
which is

NEW MOON

i wtch it on da 1st day of rye...
n for the first time
m taking the lead...
yg laen x p tgk lg..
maaf ye kak lang,husna,niya,mina,amin
korg lmbt diz time..
haha
*Aku Bangge*


psttt~kangen dgn ayah mak n evy1...RINDUUUU~~~~

being away

haha..
it wasnt fun at all

family
yup dat one word mean everything
if not to all atleast to me
it means a lot to me n my whole life

apreciate them
love them
cheer them
and care for them

they cry bcz i cry
m truly sory if i make them cry
bt i didnt do it on purpose
it jz the feeling which i cant control

im sory cz i cannot be there diz time
bt i promise i'll be home
sooner or later i'll be there
jz wait for me to come knocking

i miss you
and i truly do
i love you
and i will always do

a blink

diam ta diam da dkt 3 weeks aku tgllkn mtrx..
ape aku rse???
aku rindu
aku kangen
aku cinta
aku syg..
dgn dorg sme...
b1-t1-39
jingli nona
1f02
gossip girl xoxo
antara kenangan terindah...
mereka cahaya
mereka pewarne
mereka perasa
mereka penyeri
witout dem its dull..
mini mart
starbuck
cafe
tiada tmpt nie aku kebulur...
library
dwn kuliah
dmk
tutorial
info centre
have their own sentimental value...
kompleks sukan
atm
bus stop
segala nyer yg petama kali....
cafe A
bistro
menara air
tasek
laluan sihat
ta sempat aku rasai...

m counting down 4 mid-sem break...
so dat i cn go home...
n haf da chance to visit u guys..
hoping dat notink gona change
n remain da same...

aku x arap carpet merah dr korg nnt
yg aku arap jz a warm welcome
its more den enuf to me

"AKU CINTA SAYANG RINDU KALIAN"

just a laugh

haha..
u look like freaking hi-clas..
bt yeah...
dun judge da book by its cover...
cz u were jz da sme as da oters..
hating sum1 else 4 stupid LAME reason which is...GUY
plis la...dun behave like u were desperate 4 guys atention pls...
mmg sgt HINA ok..
bsides...i tot dey shudnt b on ur nid-2-get-atention list rite?

time

hrmmm...
pls evyone..
learn how important time is...
stop wasting time for sumting useles...
HINA tau x???
evntho da tings dat goin on wsnt useles at first..
bt when its start to drag longer and longer..
arghh..it bcome so freaking irritating okay?


psttt~m i wasting my time?

a walk

walking down the road
slowly
carefully

its raining
heavily
and not going to stop

its cool
im freezing
and shivering

its not quiet
the thunder and lightning
keep me accompany

abruptly
i fall on the ground
im too weak to stand

no words come out
just tears
that keep pouring down





pstt~wut da heck m i writing..it sdenly cum acros my mind..grrr..vry cheesy..yucks.LOL

BILA LANGIT MENANGIS...
HATI PUN MERINTIH...

psttt~maaf terjiwang...nta..tbe2 rasa sayu mendominasi jiwa insan yg lemah ni

langit membiru

ari ni akud a wat satu rekod baru..which is bsh bju yg bertmbun gne tgn!WOW~
aku ta peduli kalo korg kate aku hina ke aku jakun ke aku koya ke...
aku ta kesa...
sbb aku da brjye buktikn yg tgn aku nie mmpu memberus...
LOL

tp agk cm hina la...
sbb bile aku da sprh bsh bju br aku tau yg mesin bsh tade org gne pon...
nie sme slh aku sbb mls turun tgge 4 tgkt tue..
tp aku ta heran..
yg pnting bju aku berbsh...
aku memberus dkt sejam setengah okay?
jgn kutuk aku..aku tau aku lmbab..agaga
bsides its my first time kowt
sejam stengah tu kire ok la kn???*nk jgk puji dri sndr*

lps aku xcersise tgn..
aku xcercise kaki lak...
trn tgge yg tggi smbil bwk kain bsuhan yg berat..
pergh..trase diri mcm tgh msk challenge org besi owh...
hampir smpi ke tgge plg bwh aku rse mcm kaki aku nak terseliuh...
*take note of da word 'nak'..which means blom terseliuh lg..hehe*
aku gagahkn gak diri trn...
sbb aku tau aku boleh..
n yes I DID IT!!!

selesai keje berat tue aku pn naek ke tgkt 4..
bce btol2...
TINGKAT 4!!!!
dan sye blom breakfast...
agak hina kn??
lalu sye pn on kn lappy kesyunkan nie
anddddddddd...
bancuh hot choc plus kebas biskut bujang elfira...
yehooo..4 kping aku tibai..dan KENYANG!!!

so nxt plan is finish up da asignment given for BEL120 n BEL130 on present tense n past continuos tense respectively...
TQ


psttt~sye tlh menggnakn teknik senamrobik d mtrx iaitu *basuh berus jemur jemur*

belantara

sgt menikmati petang yg indah nie dgn bau uitm sg.petani yg 'harum'
smbil mendgr lagu2 bingit melalui corong announcement

psttt~nmpk nyer pas nie mmg idong aku dah tegar ah dgn bau getah...nk wat cne da tue bau uitm cni kot..haha

journey

again a delayed post..
only after almos 2 weks here i got da chance to stat bloging again...

first of all, i wana lift out da sad pat which is my las day in kmph...
i dun wana tel it over n over again cz i wil cry evytime tinking of it..
so let it remain in my mind n heart...

so i would like to jump to the part about my journey to uitm.
on saturday night i went to kl first...
den da nxt day aftr having a shopping 'spree' and visiting mina...
we took off to kepala batas,penang.
it ws a long long longgggg jurney....
taking almos 5-6 hours...
spending dat much time in a car doing noting ws teribly 'fun' rite?
spend a nite*which is les den 12 hour* in pak anjang's bro house,pak su wahab...

dat 9th November 2009 morning,
v stat our jurney to uitm campus, merbok, sg.petani...which only taking like less than an hour from kepala batas...
to b onest, i enjoyed da jurney to sg.petani...
i duno..get the chance to see da bendang..it ws fun..
m jakun..i knw..LOL







so after enjoying the scenery this is wut i saw


so this is da water tank dat wil store water for my usage *i mean all uitm stdnt in diz campus n not only me..hehe*....

noting much 2 b said bout da minggu mesra pelajar(MMS)...
s i join in late i jz got da chance 2 b in MMS 4 2 days...
bt da MMS ws simple n like oter orientation wek its plain boring...
so much less xtvity cmpare to mtrx orientation
HOWEVA, da faci which being called PM(pembantu mahasiswa) ws WAY better...
dey were nice..frenly n xde la garang sgt...luv em...

n yup b4 i 4get..
really wana thank diz sis...

she did help alot dring my registration
tnx kak nora


so til nw dats all

psttt~i dun haf mood to write

kerapu dan kerepek

aish...tetbe rse cm nk melalut je mlm nie...
br je pas tgk vid aril af buat nta yg kebrape kali da...
encik aril pnyer webcam video kowt..nta la...
die nyanyi lagu menatap matamu smbil act cute...
tp mmg cute lah..hahaha...
nk2 bile die pkai topi kebelakang..mmg sbijik knk2 ribena yg cukup riang..
tp knk2 riang xplak ada perfume calvin klein in2u kn???
cne tau?
nmpk sgt lorh botol yg d transform jd mic tu merupakan perfume ck...
kenal sgt..haha

buzz:tema hari ini adalah 'act cute'

him

nak kate die nie hot xde la hot sgt...
nk kte ensem pn ok-ok la...
tp tp..die comey...
comey kan die??haha
nk2 bile die act cute..lg la bergande2 kecutean nyer terserlah...
hai encik dimas beck...mampukah kau mencuri spenuh atiku dr encik gulahati?
kita tggu dan lihat..haha

a change

SOONER
I WILL LET U KNOW
WHAT GONNA CHANGE

the road taken

the road not taken...stil remember this poem???
we learned this when we were in form 4...
this poem has being written by robert frost between 1915-1920(im not sure)...
n frankly speaking..diz guy..hes GENIUS...
most of us today cn practically relate this poem to ourself..
if not to all atleast to me...

i would like to quote the first stanza;

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, 
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler,
long I stood And looked down one
as far as I could 
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
 
yup..its true that i could not travel both...
so i really need to make up my mind now..
and hurry make a decision...
bt it jz too confusing
whether i should stick with what im doing now
and put myself in a quite dangerous state should i say
or choose another way that is more safe?

this sentence i quote from last stanza;

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,

but in my case I TOOK THE ONE USED TO TRAVEL BY
atlast...
after a not very long thought bt a very full-filling*is this da right word?* one...
i think i have made my choice...
actually i have travel half of the 1st road...to be honest it was too painfull for me...
it was unsafe n so dangerous...i can if i struggle..bt how long can i survive?
so i think before its too late*or maybe too early or even major too late*...
it better for me to make a turn back...
travel the second road, which look more compromising...
and the second road that im thinking of taking is the path that always being taken by the others that had travel the first road...

thats the fact that i need to accept...
im just the same as the others
typical n maybe boring me...
im just not strong enough to face the sufferness of the first road...
to make the turn back wasnt easy
a lot of experience i have found while travelling the first road...
but not willing to finish the first road show that im a weak person
i admit it...I AM WEAK!

and second road...
i hope i have made a right choice...
m already half way in making a move into the 2nd way...
by begin my 1st step means im throwing away my ambition...
da thing that i really wanted to do...
but nvm..i can start allover again n begin to love my new pathway







buzz:clueless