goodbye 2009 and hello 2010

im getting older
19??
its like unbelievable..
feels like it just last month that i enter standard 1
and its like i sat for my spm last week
and like it just yesterday that i filled up my upu form!!!
but WAKE UP lame me~
all the things had past like long time ago

nothing much happened this year
1. got my driving license (that i never use to the fullest so far)
2. spm result (it was ok..not bad 4 me..less an A than what i have target..bt nvm)
3. enter matriculation in physical science (actually i applied 4 life science bt didnt get it)
after finishing a semester in matric, i decided to leave cause matric is way too hard and its very risky..so..i end up at no 4...
4. enter uitm for faundation in law (kedah campus..i know..its far from home..so wish me luck)

thats all i guess..
nothing remarkable

resolution for 2010??
hrmm..let me think
1. score 3.5 and above
2. be a good and responsible daughter
3. dekatkan diri dengan ALLAH S.W.T ...insyaallah
4. be more succesful
5. be more independent
6. work harder
7. stop searching for love as its not really important and love can come on its own la..just wait
8.DIET and loss weight!!!! (try harder pls)

its more to general resolution..
later i figure out on what else that i want and i need..
hehe
(^^,)

paradise

so..
a day after i arrived in kuantan..
the place that i really wanted to go is PASAR MALAM JLN GAMBUT
food paradise beybeh..

so grab those food that i want
not really much..
cause most of the food that im craving for is some kind of home-cook..
my mom cook...aunties cook..its delicious..

btw this are among foods that i bought..
(they didnt seem delicious cz im not really good at translating it into pics..haha)

COCONUT JELLY

SATE

COCONUT SODA (cant get anywhere else)

YONG TAU FOO

pssttt: hey today is wednesday..its pasar malam in cenderawasih..but its seems like i cant go there..sigh..btw im sudenly craving for fried macaroni..YUMMY~

puasa

just finish blog walking...
visit my dear lil cazen sis's blog...
dear mina..
dlm bnyk2 nasihat yg achik bg..

"jgn heran ape dorg kate sbb dorg x knl awk!"

tu je yg bg impact kt awak ek???
pnt achik berhujah hari tue..
but nvm..
its good to know that you have back to normal
and become POSITIVE again..yeayyy!!!

pstt: WARAS sgt bnyk plan..new shirt..holiday..etc...haish..LOL
btw i have some plan on mind for this friday morning...
LETS GO FOR A SNAPSHOT AT THE BRIDGE AND THE BEACH!!!!

too much

there is something that keep playing around my mind right now...
im wondering
if 'A' has so much in common with 'B', are they meant to be besties,
or should they go further in their relationship?

it was quite easy to decide if they were friends
but,
how if they dont know each other,
what i actually mean is, they know about the existing of each other
but they were not friends
they not even talk to one another
maybe we should drop the 'go further in their relationship' part..
but should one of them make move to start their frienship as they might help each other a lot?
but how?

it just too many 'but' in this post
this show how confusing this thing is
if the post itself can be confusing
than how about me, the one who wrote the post??

grrr~
its like an undiscovered magical world
that might be a wonderful place enough
but too many risks and consequences to begin
and too many guts required to start


psttt: ayuh ke library

kembali

take a nite bus..
10.30pm gerak..
around 5.10am d the bus broke down near the bentong tol
stuck there for like 4 hours...
9 sumtink tumpang bulan restu..
arrive in kuantan around 12.10pm..
TIRED
thats all i can say

but the date wif shoba and lind at 2pm is still on
but sampai ec quite late...
then went to padini and met up wif them..
around 2.40 we went to the gsc and watch SHERLOCK HOLMES
i was seriously tired and sleepy..
thank god the movie was cool...
and i am dying to see the ending
it make me stay awake
LOL

today..
its raining
i dont even need to switch on the fan
after asar i will go out wif my mom and aunts
try to cari kain for new baju kurung
~Yipee~

gtg
daa~

time

it is less than 9 hours before i step my foot in the bus..
sumpah..
its like the longest 9 hours i ever felt...
i can't wait to be home...
i miss kuantan 'fresh' air..
i miss kuantan oxygen
i miss kuantan sunlight
i miss kuantan moon
i miss kuantan star
i miss kuantan sky
haha...
i know technically its the same but..
literally its NOT!!!

and the most important thing is..I MISS MY FAMILY
not to forget MY FRIENDS in kuantan
last but not least is KUANTAN'S FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*to any of my frens that expect to see me lost my weight in uitm kedah, just dont hope too much..bcz i tink m getting more and more heavier..LOL*


psttt~mse majlis smbutan awl muharam kt surau las week..aku wat sme budak2 tu kecur air liur dgr cter psl mknn kt kuantan..haha..da la hari tu dorg puase and berbuka mkn roti je..kejam kah sye??huhu

being LAME

tnx to yaso..i can finally used my internet back...
for sum stupid unknown reason..it cant be used since last wednesday i gues...
but now..
when it can finally be used..
the PCNiaga connection was so freaking slow and keep disconnect on its own
STUPID!!!

btw
i have pecahkan my 'budak baik' record here..
gile...
xsampai dua bln kt cni kad mtrx aku kne tarik..
on what reason u may ask??
bcz of some sahsiah rupa diri code..
GILA..
bkn nyer aku pkai shorts pegi class..
m wearing sum kemeje which is quite long...
and yet my kad mtrix still kne rmpas..
credit to PAK CIK JAGA GIPANG yg xdek keje but cari keje..
TNX A BUNCH PAK GUARD!!

drop it off

so now..
im really missing kuantan like hell
my family especially MAK and AYAH...
my friends
KMPh
SABS
MEGAMALL
ECM
TC
gila-gila merindui mereka...
so i have to admit here that im HOMESICK..
btw baru je start homesick ok..sbb dah nak balik...
bkn MANJE...
saya menjd INDEPENDENT skrg *konon2 la..hehe*

so plan 4 hols?
ermm might b arrive at ktn aroun 6am on 25th disember *XMAS*
gonna hangout wif sum frens that afternoon..
if ade any houses to visit and with supir provided..mayb can b included into dat day planner
den da nxt day will hangout wif sum oter friends..KACIP2 ku..rindu kalian..
on 27th will go to a place that i really2 miss a lot..
really hoping that nothing will cum across my way..

and one more thing
life in uitm is full with drama..
sick n tired of it..
lalalala

till then
daa~

justice?

huh...
people alwys talking bout fair n square
rule
consequences
sanction
bla bla bla...

but in real life

JUSTICE NEVER EXIST!!!
CAUSE PEOPLE WERE SELFISH!!!!

mainan sje

die nak pegi. tp kesian. sblm die pegi die kne ssh2 dlu. bak kate pepatah, brssh2 dulu brsng2 kemudian. tp sye x sggp tgk die ssh. tbe2 je die srh kete berhenti.

"takpe, dr sini saya jln sndr", kate die

"btol ke? awk yakin", saya tnye

"btol. saya yakin saya mampu", die jawab

jd sye bia die bkk pntu kete dan trn. saya sedih. tp itu yg die nk. saya xmau hlg. sye cbe memahami kehendak die even ssh sgt. saya tgk die jln sorg2 dr jau. sumpah saya sebak. die pesan soh trus gerak jd sye pn trus berlalu tgglkn die. btol sye x sggp. tp itu yg die nk. sye tau sye x ptt cal die. tp sye tertnye2 die ok ke x. so, sye cal die billion2 kali. die x angkt. sye risau. tp sye gif up. mgkn die btol2 nk tgglkn sye dan nk sye pn lpekn die. jd sye berhenti cal die. tp xlme lps tu, die cal sye. sye ingt lg sore die mse tu. sore yg pnt n x lrt sgt. die mcm da xley bernafas.die ckp;

"tggu sye. sye da x lrt nk jln sorg2"

saya tnye die ktne

die jwb, "sye jao dr awk. tp xpe. sye keja. awk janji awk tggu"

sye ske. sye gembira. sye tggu die. lama. saya takowt die tipu. tp sye kate die jao. sbb tu die lmbt. sye sbr. sye tggu lg. atlast. sye nmpk bju die dr jao. sye knl bju die. sye ske bju die. die je nmpk comel dgn bju tu. die jln laju.mle2 nmpk byg die je. ps2 sye nmpk die. btol. sye x salah. tu die. saya sorak. saya lompat. saya lari terkam die. saya rse cm nk plok die. tp.

TIBE-TIBE....

SAYA TERJAGE DR MIMPI

why don't it end up perfectly?
even not in reality
atleast in fantasy is fascinating enough=)

i dont know why,
but i really do miss him a lot
crazy enough

psttttt: GILE BAB..npe kau msk mimpi aku doe?

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