if you ever let me choose

I prefer to sit by the corner than getting a spotlight in the middle of the dance floor

I prefer to stand in a deserted field than be among the crowd in a concert

I prefer to lay low than jumping high on the trampolin

why?
because too much spotlight will hurt my eyes. Crowded place going to make my head feel dizzy. While jumping will make me fall.

All the fame will fade away but the pain will remain as a scar