empayar karyaku

I am seriously upset right now.
end of last year, I misplace my sketchbook
that little taylor's sketchbook really mean a lot to me
I wrote every single pieces of my artwork inside
Poems and lyrics

Lucky for poems
I did post some of it on Myspace

Unfortunately for my songs
The original copy is inside my old memory card that already corrupted
The backup copy is in Faiqah handphone that had been stolen
and also in her laptop that had just been formated
Besides that, I do not have any other backup
Why?
Because by that time, I am not yet ready to let anyone listen to it
Except from Faiqah who secara curi-curi bluetooth semua lagu tu

In addition to my sorrow
I just remember two of those songs
dan yang lain saya sudah ingat-ingat lupa
saya perlukan lirik dan melodi saya!!!!
shit!!!!

I keep questioning myself why am I too stupid to never let any other person have the copy of it
Why I did not trust my friends
Why am I scared of people opinion towards the songs
I do regret all that now!
:(

take me away

langit sangat cantik
ombak sangat menarik
bayu sangat indah

tolong bawa aku lari
ke mana-mana teluk
biar aku dekat dengan pantai
sebab aku sangat rindu

Rempit !!!

I HEART THEM

not more than a song

tiba-tiba ku jatuh cinta pada seseorang
rindu yang menusuk di hati ingin ku leraikan
biarkanlah ku sendiri
ku tak bisa mencintai

sesungguhnya
aku takut untuk jatuh cinta lagi
sesungguhnya
aku ingin untuk terus menjauhi
oh no
ku jatuh cinta lagi

luka di hati masih tak mampu tuk ku berdiri
tak ingin aku untuk bercinta lagi
biarkanlah ku sendiri
ku tak bisa mencintai

sesungguhnya
aku takut untuk jatuh cinta lagi
sesungguhnya
aku ingin untuk terus menjauhi
oh no
ku jatuh cinta lagi

static

girls LIKE cool boys

but

girls HATE boys that too cold

am i that bored?

guess what have i done?
i just finish reviewing some Part 2 notes.

nerd right?
it just the effect of being too boring
plus too free
sumpah.i got nothing else to do

i look at my facebook page
nothing much interesting

i look in my movie folder
nothing did attract my attention

i look at my yahoo messenger
i saw some friends online
but i don't know who to buzz
kind of afraid that i will disturb them
so just leave it idle

so as the result of being too nice and too nerdy
i got some picture on next sem subject

MTC037 : Introduction to Law II
MTC038 : Library and Information Processing Skill
MTC039 : Introduction to Social Psychology
BEL313 : Critical Thinking
BEL260 : (somehing to do with MUET)


someone please save me from doing all this.
it does seem weird.
studying during holiday is SO NOT ME!

takde kerja jom buang masa

baru 2 minggu cuti dah bosan
DANG!
macam mana nak hadapi lagi 6 minggu?

keluar bandar?
bukan la idea yang baik.
mega.ec.
bosan bosan bosan!

picnic?
sounds cool.
tapi tak kan nak picnic dengan amira je.
tu dah macam date nama nyer.
wee^^
haha

adilla.cepat la habis final!
i want to hug you.
sleepover kat rumah aku jom.
:D

and one more thing.
kenapalah budak diploma cuti lambat sangat wey!

nightmare

is it a sign for me to STOP ?

a GIRL will do

pagi tadi pergi teman kak ngah ke klinik.
agak lama ya menanti.DAMN!
tapi seronok.sangat ramai ibu-ibu mengandung di situ.haha
baby juga ada di mana-mana.
BEST!

motif ke sana is to scan the baby
nak tengok jantina dia
sumpah.while waiting my heart was pounding and beating so hardly.
nervous.excited.all in one.
abang ipar aku cakap aku poyo.haha
aku pon rasa aku poyo.
kakak aku punya baby pon aku dah cuak over semacam.
anak aku sendiri nanti camne la ek;)

so doctor Kho buat 4D scan.
OMG!
the first time i saw the baby inside the tummy, i can't close my mouth.
THE BABY IS SMILING!
it is too wonderful:D
cute sangat.

ok.then come to the part where the doctor going to reveal the baby's gender.
doctor cakap baby GIRL!
owh.nampaknya dia akan kaya dengan baju gaun dan pelbagai mainan menarik.
haha.

tarikh due baby dalam 23rd of August.
semoga baby comel selamat di lahirkan.AMIN~

*gambar scan baby ada tapi abang ayek and kak ngah tak bagi upload.diorang cakap nk simpan diam-diam.haha.tp baby sangat comel.*

HISTORY

i have when trough a quite rough time before
a time when tears become part of me
a time when crying is the greatest activity
i would like to refer that time as Dark Moment

During the Dark Moment
i use to sit by the corner
while watching people dancing
they were so happy
while I am just sitting there quietly
being accompanied by loneliness

During the Dark Moment
no one saw me
no one ever care about me
but there was something that everyone did
THEY TOOK ME FOR GRANTED
exception for a few people who did care for me
but time and place separated us apart

But after meditate for quite a while
i continue moving with my life
enjoy my life alone
it was not good
however it wasn't that bad as well
by that so called Renaissance Moment
i just try to appreciate my life more
and appreciate myself more than others

When I was sitting alone
suddenly i saw a small light of hope
and i am so lucky when the light shining more brighter day by day
I just don't want the light to dissapear

one thing that i realise through all this moments is i have plenty of good friends
they have always been in my life.
they do care about me.
therefore i never give a damn if i have new friends that throwing me away.

one more thing is by losing a friend, you are going to receive a plenty more valuable friends.
so do not feel too down or depress

semalam

aku bukan manusia yang lemah macam 7 tahun dulu
aku bukan manusia yang penakut macam 7 tahun dulu
aku bukan manusia yang mengalah macam 7 tahun dulu

aku bukan lagi manusia yang sama macam 7 tahun dulu

sumpah
kau yang merubah aku
credit to you

kenapa aku dedicate entry ni untuk kau?

sebab aku nak biar kau dan mereka tahu

yang aku dah lain
yang aku tak lagi rasa macam dulu

sebab aku juga nak biar kau dan mereka tahu

yang kau manusia kejam
sebab tinggalkan aku tanpa aku tahu sebabnya

yang kau bukanlah kawan yang baik
sebab kau lebih percaya khabar angin
dari aku yang kau sepatutnya lebih kenal


aku marah?
tidak pada 7 tahun yang lalu
tapi ya pada 4 tahun yang lalu
lepas aku tau sebab kau jauh

sorry sebab aku emo
things are not going to be the same anymore
cause i have grown up
and you too

sleeping on cloud

kau rasa kau cool
kau rasa kau hebat
kau rasa kau menarik
kau rasa kau famous

kau rasa semua tu sebab kau tak pernah keluar dari kepompong kawan-kawan yang hanya tahu mengampu kau.
yang hanya tau puji kau
yang hanya tau mengipas
yang terlampau nak jaga hati kau
yang sebenarnya turut kutuk kau dari belakang
yang sebenarnya sangat tak suka kau dulu

aku ada dengar cerita pasal kau
tapi setiap kali mereka cerita buruk pasal kau
aku terangkan balik perkara sebenarnya

tapi kau
kau pula hanya tau menikam aku dari belakang
bilang pada semua betapa jahatnya aku
khabarkan pada dunia betapa teruknya aku
bukan begitu?

sudahlah kau
teruskan hidup dalam dunia yang kau rasa seronok
teruskan hidup dengan "i don't care" attitude kau tu
sebab sebenarnya you do care

teruskan lah bermimpi seperti anda berada di awan
kalau mimpi itu buat kau rasa bahagia
tapi mimpi yang tak akan menjadi nyata
memang tak pernah bermakna

LIFE IS MORE THAN JUST OURSELVES

confession

holiday starts today!!!
yeay!!
2 months.thats long right?
going to miss UiTM.no joke.hehe

i am not home yet.
spending a week in my aunt's house in Cheras.
seriously missing home right now.
Kuantan.wait for my return~

btw.just finish confessing 'things' with dear not so little cuzie, Niya.
confessing something from the deepest part of your heart wasn't easy.

looking back on the past happening wasn't that fun.
it's making me quite upset.but not sad enough to make me crying.
too much tears in the past and it wasn't worth it to cry over spilt milk.
however, past really a good teacher.
its teach me on how to be a strong girl.
if you think i am fragile now, you should see how weak i am before.
thanks Past!

move on to current happening.
nothing much but kinda enough.
i have friends who love me and care for me.
friends who i enjoy being with.
friends who laughing along with me at funny things.
friends who never leave my side when im down and sad.
i do love them.so much!
but sometimes, i'm wondering, when will i found my lover.
a person that will be with me no matter what happen
a person that is static and unchangeable
a person that will always be there
a person that i can immediately call when i have trouble
a person to share over almost everything.
i need that person. but i am holding back.
cause i know that being desperate gonna kill

talking about future
clueless i might say
just hoping that the light of hope will be there
hoping that life will be much better
hoping that things will be much easier
hoping that my friends will always there
hoping that I'll find my Earth Angel.
hoping that my family will be right by my side

finale of season 1

9th November 2009 :

was the day when I'm officialy became one of the student in UiTM Merbok, Kedah and doing Pre-Law course

frankly speaking, first time I'm here, my feelings was mixed up.
Leaving KMPh wasn't easy guys.
too many experience there.
however, i try to move on with my new life in UiTM

• penghuni bilik M1-04-08:

on the left side is Miss Zulliana Muhammad
dia dah lama menghantui hidup saya
sejak dari KMPh lagi
=.=

for the right side is Miss Elfira Rosellini Abdul Hamid
jauh dia datang. Sarawak kot.
pergi balik naik flight.
^_-

first and for most is i want to say million of sorry to them
for not being a good roomies
for being a sentapers
El and Zuzue.
please take note.
aku bukannya sentap betul2 pon.main2 je kdg2 tu.
but theres certain moment that i really sentap and
to add the pain in my heart is u guys didn't careless
so nak tak nak terpaksa la pujuk hati yang lara ni sendiri.
haha:)
and one more thing.
sorry for not spending times with you guys during study week and exam week.
things are complicated guys.
i just want to try hard so that i won't regret later.
nanti kita tebus balik masa yang hilang ye

• PL1Cees

first impression: what a dull class?!

second and never ending impression: PL1C pon unite!!!!!

orang cakap kita lame. orang cakap kite tak cool. orang cakap kita tak best.
tapi tak penting pon semua tu kan. cause things did change now.
we focus in class. we didn't step up among others.
but still we did enjoy ourselves to the fullest
Pantai Merdeka, Tanjung Dawai and just now Farewell
its a total HAPPENING!
see you guys next sem. in the same class for sure
:D


last but will never be the least

• REMPIT a.k.a GELI

Mohd Hamdan Nazri
Shazlida Mohd Shafee
Syafiq Affandy Hasan
Ahmad Hafiz Yahya

mungkin orang akan bosan dengar saya sebut nama mereka
tapi saya tak kan pernah jemu
saya sanggup sebut nama mereka
walaupun sebanyak 500 juta kali

anda kata saya psycho?
sangat kesah la pulak kan.
kitorg geng rempit.so?
haha.
sayang kalian la wey!!!
jgn berlagak ek.

" BERLAGAK TAK KE
MANA LA WEY! "
;D

psttt: post ini sangat panjang dengan gramatical error yang sangat melampau.english saya semakin merudum.tq -.-

love note for CSC134

CSC134!

eventhough i am not dying in love with you
yet i still show some effort to make things work out between us
as long as i remember, i never miss any dates with you
no matter how sleepy i am
i still force my eyes to open widely
just to learn and explore you
i send so many love letter for you via the lab computer
i use everything
from microsoft word to microsoft excel
just to submit the best love and care

i know we are going to break up soon
so please dear darling
do something remarkable for me
something that i will not forget forever
and I am truly sorry
that after we have break up
I don't want to come back to you anymore

I want to keep move on in my life without you
but please stay until this saturday

the rise

yesterday i watch sunset with them
but still
they resemble sunrise for me

after every breaking down

there will always be the rising moment
you might lost one
but at the end you will receive another bunch






*who knows if tomorrow going to be your day*

text for you

rainbow will appears
after the rain has stop

eventhough it is not long-lasting
yet
it will put a smile on your face

sunset

never freak out when the sun goes down
cause
the moon will always be there
to keep you smile

:)

early riser

sun is shining so brightly


failure is a teacher
it teach us the way to success

(^_-)

early lunch

hey sunshine

don't step back from a searching
cause you won't know
if glory is waiting for you
a few steps ahead


\(^_^)/

their words

Father's words are like a knife
Sharp and direct

Mother's words are like a pencil
Written directly to your heart

Their love are unconditional and eternal

I
LOVE
ENCIK OTHMAN BIN BAKAR
and
PUAN ZAITON BINTI ABDUL RAHIM

breakfast of the day

morning sunshine

some thought of the day:

never regret over the past
never give up for the future

don't let past overlapping you
cause
future is way more promising!

:)

in 10 MORE YEARS and counting

i want to have a successful career
a loyal wife to a loving husband
a mother with two kids

spending quality times with my deary husband
who always care for me
will never stop loving me
and love me to death


...generally...

i want to be a careed woman who never takes her family for granted

propose by:
Shazlida
Azleena
Hanisah

faith

along the way
people tend to lose faith
but i believe
i won't
cause i have THEM
:)

biarkan

biarkan tangan itu menyakiti aku
kerna kesakitan itu menyayangi aku

biarkan mata itu menjeling aku
kerna jelingan itu menemani aku

biarkan mulut itu mencaci aku
kerna cacian itu membangkitkan aku

biarkan kaki itu menyepak aku
kerna sepakan itu menyedarkan aku

biarkan hati itu membenci aku
kerna kebencian itu mampu meragut rindu aku

lenyapkan dia dari akalku
padamkan dia dari mindaku
buangkan dia dari hatiku
hapuskan dia dari mimpiku

the sky is crying

aku cinta hujan
bukan hujan indie band tu
tapi hujan yang turun dari langit

aku suka tengok langit bila hari hujan
sebab langit jadi sangat plain
suasana jadi kelam
hati jadi muram

aku suka tengok air hujan
bila turun banyak-banyak menyembah bumi
langit macam menangis bagi pihak aku

aku suka nyanyi lagu sudirman bila hari hujan
'hujan' dan 'pelangi petang'
sangat emo bila layan sorang-sorang
touching kot

tapi aku juga benci hujan
hujan membataskan pergerakan aku
aku tak boleh berlari girang kat padang
aku tak boleh menari riang di taman
aku juga manusia
yang tak pernah puas
dan kadang kala lupa erti kesyukuran

aku hanya manusia
yang tipikal dan unpredictable

the day i found you

since the first day i saw you
my heart beating faster than ever
and that make me knows
that things are not going to be the same
anymore

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I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you
Now all I see is you

-one less lonely girl by Justin Bieber-

futsal and wedges

*i'm feeling the tense now.this entry is just a crap.don't read it if it bothering you.sorry for disturbing*

i love futsal
loving it to death
i feel free at the field
i can kick the ball anywhere i like
and heading the ball is fun too
eventhough sometimes it hurts my head
i never give a damn about the pain
the excitement when i score the goal
is way more essential


the shoe that i use now
it's so comfy
it did not hurts me~at all!

then
i suddenly need to go to a new place
i love the new place
just the way i love futsal
it is such a heaven
a very lovely place
and make me feel appreciated
i want to be at the new place

but somehow

the new place required me to wear wedges
to be honest
i do love wedges
they look nice

but i can't wear it for a longer period
it's going to hurt my feets
and by wearing wedges
i can never play futsal anymore

it's hard for me to take out my shoe

and replace it with the new wedges
i love futsal
and i also love the new place

should i take off the shoes and try to fit in with the wedges?
people said sometimes changes going to bring happiness
but will the wedges compliment me just like the shoe did?

can i play futsal with wedges on?
i think i know the answer

FUTSAL and WEDGES
never meant to be together!

psttt: entry was written in english because i'm going to sit for BEL120 exam tomorrow

final.outing.mamak

yeay.final exam starts today.
MTC012 was done.
so four more paper to go.

outing was fun.
mamak was cool.
nasmir's nasi kandar was delicious.
(roti canai and roti nan) + cheese was walawey.
*its not me who ate it.its them*

credit to:
SHAZLIDA MOHD SHAFEE
HAMDAN NAZRI
SYAFIQ AFFANDY HASAN
AHMAD HAFIZ YAHYA



psttt: hamdan sila pastikan kau ada pada 25th march nanti.hehe^^

bruises and travelling foots

hari ini ok.menarik.
bangun pagi dah jatuh longkang.hebat kan?
duduk kat library berjam-jam.saya nerd.cool kan?
ahli study group semakin bertambah.bagus.

kaki semakin membengkak.ini DOUBLE hebat!
habis study pergi outing.nak beli stationary.konon nya la.
pastu membeli-belah barang 'surprise' party.
surprise party?yeah.for birthday boys and birthday girls.
dua kali kena halau balik ngan pak guard.ini lagi menarik.

perjalanan menyeronokkan di dalam kereta kancil yang disewa.
fyi.kereta kancil mampu memuatkan seramai enam orang.
lagi sekali saya ulang.ENAM ORANG!

dipandu oleh:

ANAS yang chill.sangat suka melihat keadaan sekeliling.


kerusi belakang pula dihuni oleh:

SHAZ yang di diskriminasi.dapat duduk sikit je.kesian.

HAMDAN yang sangat mendominasi.mungkin kesan dari baju yang baru dibelinya di tesco.^^

HAFIZ yang hanya mampu redho.di cabul dengan agak terlampau.dia melanggar nature law.

SYAFIQ yang suka menggoda.dia juga merupakan definasi terbaik bagi idiom "don't judge the book by its cover"


penutup hari ialah menjadi seperti sotong celup tepung.
owh.saya tidak lah disalut seteruk itu.
terpaksa menggunakan kelemahan untuk mendapatkan justice.
sedikit inequality telah berlaku ya.haha
*stop it hanisah!please~heee*

psttt: saya masih cuba bertatih dengan rentak hidup yang masih baru ini

stalking

owh.rasanya seperti mahu stalk hidup philosopher-philosopher itu.
tapi malang.cepat sungguh mereka tinggalkan dunia.
mungkin juga bagus sekiranya mereka tiada.
kerana sekiranya mereka masih bernyawa, pasti makin banyak philosophy yang tercatat.
bertambah philosophy bermakna bertambah syllybus.
bertambah syllybus bermakna semakin banyak capacity otak yang perlu di upgrade
semakin besar capacity otak, semakin lembab dia berfungsi.
maka.dia akan pecah terburai akhirnya.meletup.whoosh!

ok.stop.aku merepek.aku merapu.aku tau.hehe^^

saat ini aku rasa seperti ingin menjadi geek.
teringin dilihat sebagai nerd.
mesti seronok bukan?
hidup bergelumang dengan buku.sgt cool!
dapat hafal dalam sekelip mata.perghh.itu hebat!

psttt:sangat malas nak update blog lately.maaf

heaven

spending times in library is so essential.

seronok gila.

especially bila study group dengan orang yang 'gila-gila'

perghh TERBAIK!

haha

credit to:
HAMDAN NAZRI
MOHD AMIRUL
AHMAD FAHMI*nama dia panjang lagi*
SHAZLIDA MOHD SHAFEE
SY. AMINATUL ZAHRIAH

ZAHIER NAQIUDIN

owh tak lupa juga kepada semua yang turut terlibat secara tidak langsung
sangat banyak if nak senaraikan.penat~
sangat berharap agar kitorang dapat score for the final exam

to my deary friends.don't give too much damn on the carry marks.

what we should think now is final.

getting high marks in those tests is not a guarantee

that everything going to be the same for final without any effort

the important thing is

knowing that we already try our best
and i know we can.
sape dapat paling tinggi akan dibelanja oleh yang lain-lain.ok?

diskriminasi telah berlaku.
library tidak di buka sampai malam hari ni.
owh sedih amat rasanya.
heehee^^

psttt: malam ni ayuh ke tennis court.study di sana.lgpon ada pengumuman yang sumpah shit td.dia cakap suis utama masria akan dittutup pada jam 8 mlm ini.sila bergerak ke dataran ilmu.ohh hell no.i prefer tennis court!bye

two is better than one

aku ada kawan.
dah lama sangat kenal dia.
12 tahun banyak mengajar kami mengecapi erti satu persahabatan.
satu nilai yang tak boleh aku tukar ganti.
satu tahap tertinggi di mana persahabatan itu tak boleh diubah kepada relationship yang lain
MUHAMMAD FAIZ BIN ABDULLAH
kau tetap sahabat aku selamanya
macam apa yang kau tulis dalam mesej kau masa kita gaduh hari tu
aku pon nak cakap benda yang sama.
aku tak boleh marah kau sebab aku dah anggap kau macam family aku.
aku nak kau tahu yang aku akan ada dengan kau bila-bila masa kau memerlukan.
sama macam kau ada bila aku perlu seseorang.
aku tak nak kau simpan masalah kau sorang.
cause you are not alone in this world as you have me
just like the way i have you.ok?


aku ada kawan.
aku baru kenal dia.
aku tak ingat bila kitorang mula kawan.
tapi aku baru baik dengan dia tak sampai sebulan.
HAMDAN NAZRI
ya.itu nama dia.
mula-mula kenal di gelanggang tenis.
dia panggil aku watergirl.aku tak marah.aku tak pernah kesah pon.haha.
kemudian kami jadi hye and bye friends.
sampailah sebelum test MTC016 hari tu.
aku ke library seorang.kan aku loner.hehe.
kemudian dia juga ke library seorang.
jadi kami duduk bersama.dan perkara yang sama berlanjutan ke hari-hari berikutnya.
kan aku declare dia library partner aku.
senang berkawan dengan dia.maybe baru kenal.
tapi he's an observer.dia perasan apa yang berlaku keliling dia.
aku rasa dia faham aku.dan mungkin juga dia macam dapat baca apa yang aku rasa.
friendship doesn't based on how long you know a person but based on how sincere you are.
aku juga nak kau tahu yang bila kau perlukan seseorang untuk jadi your listener, i am here!
kau cakap im not alone in this world cause i have my family,my true friends and you.
aku juga nak cakap yang you are not alone cause you also have them and ME!


FAIZ dan HAMDAN
terima kasih atas nasihat-nasihat korang.
kalian memang TERBAIK!


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hamdan cakap: hanisah aku suka kau tulis dalam bahasa melayu

faiz cakap : hanisah aku suka bila entry kau dalam english

*adil dan saksama aku tulis campur-campur la ek.haha*

sawan lagu jiwang!

semalam aku sawan lagu fynn jamal.
credit to faiqah sebab letak lagu tu kat blog dia.

hari ni pulak aku sawan lagu timeless.
babi shit lagu ni sangat best.
agak lama dah lagu ni kot.
kelly clarkson nyanyi dengan justin guarini.
tapi aku baru dengar lagu ni lepas dengar version korea yang junsu nyanyi feat dengan awek cina cun mana ntah.haha.

korean version.perghhh!TERBAEK!
memang mantap la.mv macam shit sedih.
lelaki A ni polis
dia kena bunuh dengan seorang penjenayah masa nak selamatkan awek dia ah kononnya.
pastu ada seorang lelaki B ni sakit jantung.then dia dapat hati lelaki A.
so hari-hari la bayang awek tu ada dalam otak dia.
dia jumpa awek tu.tapi awek tu tak kenal dia.
dia pon kaji selidik.
lastly lelaki B ni turn out to be penjenayah yang bunuh lelaki A.
babi karma kan?orang yang dia bunuh bagi hati kat dia supaya he can continue living.
cis bedebah touching punya mv.

tapi aku ta paham korea la wey.
so aku pon google english version supaya dapat sing along

*kalo aku ikut yang korea punya memang boleh.tapi agak tergeliat la lidah melayu aku ni.haha*

so here the english lyrics:

Baby come close let me tell you this
In a whisper my heart says you know it too
Baby we both share a secret wish
And you're feeling my love reaching out to you

Timeless
Don’t let it end (no)
Now that you’re right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
This is timeless love

I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me I know I feel it too (yes I do)
So let's sail away and be forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldn’t let the moment pass
Making me shiver let’s make it last
Why should we lose it don’t ever let me go

Timeless
Baby its timeless
Oh baby its timeless

Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It’s just timeless
It’s just timeless

Love

biar jiwa

*lagu ni.melekat kat kepala otak aku.mungkin ada yang kata lagu ni bikin mereka mengantuk.tapi tidak bagi aku.aku tak peduli.lirik dia yang penting.aku jatuh cinta sama karya ini*

BIAR JIWA by fynn jamal

kau bikinku gigit bibir sendiri
lamakah lagi kita sepi?
kau bikinku renung sinar mentari
lamakah lagi kita begini?

alangkan bulan terang
hilang nyawa tanpa bintang
apalagi aku

alangkan bunga kembang
pudar warna tanpa siang
bayangkan aku

berkaliku mintakan dari dulu
usah kau tunggu ucap itu
berkaliku bisikkan pada kamu
usah kau buntu aku milikmu

alangkan bulan terang
hilang nyawa tanpa bintang
apalagi aku

alangkan bunga kembang
pudar warna tanpa siang
bayangkan aku

perlukah aku menyebut setiapnya
yang indahku tidak akan ada makna
bila kau sembunyi dan bermain lari-lari
separuh aku sudah pun mati

tak mampukah kau percaya
haruskah ku hebahkannya pada dengki dunia?
tidak bisakah kita sekadar pejam mata
biar jiwa bersuara

biar
biar
biar jiwa
bersuara

kau mengekori ku

sumpah
aku tak tipu

nama kau
ada di mana-mana

nama kau
ada dalam nama semua orang

nama kau
turut di miliki oleh orang yang tak aku kenal

nama kau
juga pernah aku dengar sebelum ini

tapi mengapa baru kini
satu pangkal nama itu memberi satu impak yang hebat

kenapa baru kini
aku kata nama itu indah

dan kenapa baru kini
aku ingin pemilik nama itu menjadi milik aku

kembali ke realiti
aku sedar
kau bukan milik aku
dan tak akan pernah menjadi milik aku
kerana hati kau
hanya untuk dia

psttt:alangkah indah sekiranya aku dapat pejam mata dan biar jiwa yang bersuara bak kata fynn jamal